i'm sick

pernah tak rasa macam nie...

sakit dada yg teramat2 sampaikan bila kita tepuk2, tumbuk2..

x rasa apa2..

ha.. i feels it now.. and my tears..

it's just drop like that..

i can't stop it, 

i can't help it.

what should i do?

ya Allah, i'm tired of all this..

i'm tired with this acting

i'm tired with the fake laugh

i'm tired treating like nothing happen

you.. you take me to the upper sky.. 

but then you release my hand..

i fall, and you know, it's really hurts..

you know it, but you just ignore me like nothing