what should i do..

when someone....
someone that you can't treat like a friend..
it's not the matter you hate, or you don't want to, or you are type of person that choose friend..

and he asking to friend back to you
what would you do???

 i know myself
i'm not totaly heal
there's still leftover pain which i try to find the medicine
i'm still continuosly taking the tablet
so what should i do??

should i just follow my heart??
i'm afraid that i'm not sincere to be friend with him
and i'm totally afraid if that would distract my healing point

or am I being too rude and selfish and immature..

my faults for not mastering my emotions.