aku nak yg beriman

lepas tgk syurga cinta, rasa sejuk hati.. xtau dah kali ke berapa aku tgk tue.. bila tgk cinta-cinta yg bertemakan islam nie, mesti rasa sejuk hati kan?? ayat-ayat cinta, ketika cinta bertasbih.. semua best..

ok. hati tgh tenang sekarang. klu sebelum nie, BAIK merupakan prasyarat utama utk lelaki di luar sana. tapi aku terlupa satu perkara. sesuatu yg sgt penting. Ya Allah, aku inginkan jodoh yg orgnya BERIMAN. yg mampu membimbingku, yg xakan menyentuhku selagi belum sah, yg akan sentiasa memelihara kehormatan. dan kalau boleh, aku nak jodoh yg aku terserempak buat pertama kalinya di tempat-tempat yang baik. bukan di facebook, bukan di shopping mall.. paling bagus bila aku bertemu dgnnya di masjid atau surau. tahu tak kenapa?? kebanyakan pasangan yg ingin bercerai apabila bertemu kaunselor, soalan pertama yg ditanya adalah " di mana pertemuan pertama?" klu hulunya baik, maka baiklah hilirnya.

sejujurnya aku taktau macam mana konsep mencintai seseorg lelaki bukan muhrim kerana Allah. selalu dengar, tapi macam mana nak aplikasi kan?? bukan senang kan nak menetapkan sesuatu hati. Belajar kerana Allah pun aku x yakin hati aku tetap 100%. kadang-kadang aku terlupa nak baca doa dulu dan ambil masa seketika utk tetapkan hati.. Apa-apapun yg kita buat, semua mesti kerana Allah.. betul tak??

ok. suddenly mood aku hilang pasal tajuk nie.. tiba2 plak ada uru ara menyatakan esok result out.. supposely lusa.. takut memang takut.. but i try my hard to not think about it.. if i'm not pass the cut off point, nauzubillah i have to forget everything about czech. if yes, alhamdulillah..

ok tetapkan hati. whatever result, Allah please give me strength. of course i'm gonna be sad, but let it just for a while. wherever i'd be send to, the most important is, i wanna be a doctor. i wanna help people. ok i need some time alone right now. dada..

i'm back!!!

it's subuh now..

and i can't sleep

i don't know why

i was thinking about my condition last night

there it is

my stupidity comes again

dear readers, sorry for posting that

dear myself, sorry for not loving you

dear Allah, i'm truly sorry

sorry for hurting myself

whatever it is

life must go on right??

suddenly i have the courage

i can't wait to see what will happen next

family, friends, and myself

i'm going to make you all proud me

becoz now i have the strength

and only Allah can stop me.

i'm sick

pernah tak rasa macam nie...

sakit dada yg teramat2 sampaikan bila kita tepuk2, tumbuk2..

x rasa apa2..

ha.. i feels it now.. and my tears..

it's just drop like that..

i can't stop it, 

i can't help it.

what should i do?

ya Allah, i'm tired of all this..

i'm tired with this acting

i'm tired with the fake laugh

i'm tired treating like nothing happen

you.. you take me to the upper sky.. 

but then you release my hand..

i fall, and you know, it's really hurts..

you know it, but you just ignore me like nothing

i love you mama

mak saya tgh buang kepala ikan bilis

bapak saya suka makan ikan bilis masak asam

tapi sy suka makan apa-apa selain masak asam tue..

and you know what...

mak saya masak ikan bilis sos cili... rather than ikan bilis masak asam

ye!!!!! thanx mom for loving me more.. 

I love you so much!!!

habit x baik

hello people out there.....!!
korang semua ada habit nie tak???

bila bangun dr tidur..........

xda mood.........

xnak bercakap.....

dan bila ada org cari pasal or suruh2 something, memang akan mudah marah..

hah.. what should i do.. i wanna get rid of this habit.. tp semakin menjadi-jadi plak..

what so special with 1st august

ok today is 1st august.. suddenly it reminds me of something.

something that i wish to forget.

something that i wish to conceal.

it's like a stain that i want to erase.

i wish to if i can.

no. it's like the best moment that i want to erase.

most welcoming ramadhan

wah seronoknya rasa hati?????

tahu tak kenapa??

tahu???

sebab RAMADHAN is coming..

and the best part is sahur, buka puasa dgn family..

takda dah order2 makanan dgn mamak, masak2 sendiri

rasa nak nangis bila terkenang zaman dulu2 ni ha..

1 august-1 ramadhan

cantik kan tarikh dia..