"alangkah indahnya hidup jika semua cinta itu mampu kita miliki"

korean actor that i adore so much

you... ask me the korean actor that i adore so much....

LEE SEUNG GI!!!!!!!

ok maybe i was too much.. but i'm not into that obsessed level to him.. i just nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu nomu cuwaeh..my friends ask me, why i like him that much?? there are a lot more actor that are more talented, more handsome than him. I'll jusy answer simply. Because he's nice. He may be not so cute, not so handsome, his acting maybe just ok, he has a nice voice but nothing impressive about it. BUT,, because that i like him so much, in my eyes he is cute, he is handsome, he is a very good actor and singer. I.... i don't really care too much about the someone appearance, but once i like someone,, i like everything about him. He's perfect in my eyes. The thing that make me falls for him, is he is nice and he is humble. he has a clean image and he's just be himself.. believe it or not just watch the funniest show "2 days 1 night" and "strong heart". Also watch his drama "my girlfriend is gumiho" and "shining inheritance". 

Lee seung gi,, i know that you are busy and you may not read this post for your whole life  but if,, if,, if you are destined to read, i just want you to know, i'm your no 1 fan. You are one of my idol, even though you are busy but you still get to graduate, finish your study showing that you really care about your study. Maintain your clean image and keep your hard work!! no matter what happens to you next, i'm always be your fan.

shining inheritance (brilliant legacy)

this is one of the korean drama that really hit!! The family conflict really make you want to continue watch this drama. You will wandering what will happen at the end. After the death of father, being chased away from home by her stepmother, then losing her own brother, you will see how this young lady continuing her life with the leftover spirit. There were too many tears to wipe off. Luckily, someone who is good help her and there is also someone who always be troublesome to her and she really hates him. But then, hate become love and she also didn't realized when she falls for him. The troublesome person also has someone beside her, the one that he know since school year, the one that have the pain in heart just like him. So there's become rectangle love. Honestly, i was crying too much watching this drama more than it's actor.. hehe..

perjalanan hidup selepas spm..

ok. nak story pathway aku lepas spm.. 

lepas spm aku just duk kat umah jak. nak kerja tp mak ayah x bagi.. hehe.. anak kesayangan kan. pernah jugak aku apply kat kfc tue, berharap agar aku dapat supaya aku boleh makan kfc free hari2 tp tnggu punya tnggu dia kol xdalah plak.. hehe.. sedih ckit.. so unemployed..

lepas result kuar, wah rasanya bagai dunia ini aku yg punya.. honestly, me myself feel that aku x layak dapat result mcm tue, tp dah tuhan bg rezeki mcm tu so terima je.. alhamdulillah syukur sgt2.. so dgn qualification yg aku dpt nie,, nak gi mana?????

ustazah Norlela,bekas cikgu aku, bg nasihat utk apply study oversea. ok aku mmg ada angan2 utk study oversea but just angan2 maen2 je, xdalah serius sgt, x dapat pun takpa. so suddenly, friend of mine, Mariati ajak kitaorg apply scholarship JPA to pursue studies oversea. semangat jugak aku isi on9 borg biasiswa tue, siap cek kat google lg segala info pasal study oversea.

puk pak puk pak i was in middle of sleeping that time and suddenly i receives a call from embak a.k.a Mariati. 'bulan, ko dapat kah program pendedahan kerjaya tue?' aku pun 'ha??? aku xtau pun.. macam mana nak cek??' blablablablabla.. so aku dapat..meluangkan masa seminggu di hospital, melihat doktor2 buat kerja merupakan pengalaman yg sgt berharga.

lepas tue, interview lah plak. ok it was my first interview ever. so tipulah law x nervous. dahlah masuk the first group plak tue.. so... ok jak lah.. biasa2 jak.. yg penting jawab jak apa yg dia tanya. Then, while waiting for the interview, result matrix pun kuar. so dapat matrix labuan. By that time, agak hepy lah jugak sebab mostly kwn2 semua dapat situ. n mmg perancangan awal selepas spm nak masuk matrix je, xnak lebih2.. hee..

at the same time dapat jugak asasi sains hayat kat uia. ok sebenarnya saya tersalah isi borg. xtau pun first choice tue asasi medic kat uia tue. agak kecewa sbb x dapat asasi medic so tawar hati dah nak masuk uia tue.. hehe..

because of several reason, instead of going to matrix labuan, aku tlh dipindahkan ke matrix melaka. lgpun senang ada abg mengajar kat situ. mula2 mmg susah sgt2 nak adapt kat situ, semua budak semenanjung and kena speak semennjung, n i'm the only sabahn. naseb baek lah roomate aku baek n abg aku pun selalu hntr makann gak.. hehe..

but then result JPA pun kuar. dup dap dup dap aku dapat medic czech republic.. apakah??? dimana tue?? hehe mmg buta peta btul. n kena buat A-level setahun kat KOLEJ TEKNOLOGI TIMUR,SEPANG.. x pernah dgr pun kolej tue. boleh percaye ke kolej tue.. hehe..

so then finally aku pun decide utk pilih JPA tue. bukannya apa, i can see that my way to be a doctor is more clear when i'm under JPA. JPA would not let you go as long as you still have that passion of study.

so that's my pathway.. from SMK Kuhara to matrix melaka to ktt.. and look forward to czech republic amin.. or maybe indonesian or india or local..

virus infection

ask me the thing that i hate the most right now?????

my laptop had been infected right now. and it's getting slower and slower. what should i do??

i'll just wait for my brother to come home and kill that virus.. <geram sgt2!!>

kek coklat kukus

ok. Dah lama x post something. so this time nak share something dgn korg..

tadaaaaaaa !!

ha ni lah yg aku buat hari nie.. setelah menempuh pelbagai dugaan, org2 rumah yg cuba utk mematahkan semangat, namun aku tetap mencuba dan akhirnya jd lah kek ini yg sungguh lazat..!! sedap sgt2 dan bahan2nya pun sgtlah simple. Utk resepi boleh contact me directly coz i don't have the right to publish the recipe here.. terima kasih meor atas resepi topping yg sgt mudah dan lebih sedap tanpa menggunakan coklat masakan..

setelah dipotong, bolehlah dihidang sebegini.. :)

new habit-laugh out loud

i realize that i have a new habit which i think um...


"I cannot hold my laugh when I've been induce with something that is funny. I will laugh out loud for sure.. hee.."


ok i know sapa yg x gelak dgn benda yg lawak kan.. but mine is heavy case. sometimes benda kecik je terus gelak tergolek2. So people stop induce me or you will get annoyed by me. hehe. 1 year ago i'm not like this. Tp baguslah bila gelak hidup bertambah ceria dan awet muda. itu yg penting. hehe..

p/s : gelak adalah utk membayar balik hutang2 kesedihan yang lalu :)

medical check-up 2nd day

while doing my medical check up on the second day of it, i'd started my day by waking up early than usual.. then manage myself and straightly heading to the hospital by bus which only cost RM1. Straightly with some hesitating in myself, but walk with full of confident, i went to the specialty department which I need to check on my ear.. healthy, normal or not..(even i know it's healthy already) so EAR, NOSE and THROAT unit is my target.

walking on then alone.. i'm not quite surprised with tonnes of people there, as i know this is what happened at the hospital everyday, which also the reason that i wanna be a doctor. Ok honestly i don't know what i should do, should i just get in and say "Assalamualaikum, saya student JPA nak buat medical check-up" but then seeing people behind me waiting for their number to be called to meet the doctor make me think that kind of action would be inappropriate. so i just sit, waiting and waiting (which i don't seem really know what i waiting for)

but then something catch my eyes. 2 man which seems like a polices walk along together with the 2 prisoner heading to the 'bilik pemeriksaan'. I was curious about what they up to, so just sit there silently, watching their action. One of police get into the room and talks something with the doctor, and then he moved out somewhere maybe to get the number, the patient number. While another policemen keep watch them. They look so weak, with the old clothes and short pants they have to wear, it looks really uncomfortable. pity to them. and the worst is they are not allowed to sit on the chair. Maybe that they cannot stand anymore so they just sitting on the floor. Looking on that, i was like.. i think i wanna cry on the treat they were given. They are human too and as a human being we should treat another people as human to regardless who they are and what mistakes they've done before. But what can I do, I don't have the power, so i'll just watch criticizing inside.

I love You in 100 language

say your love in different language :))


English – I love you
Afrikaans – Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic – Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian – Yes kez sirumem
Bambara – M’bi fe
Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)
Belarusian – Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian – Soro lahn nhee ah
Catalan - T’estimo
Cherokee – Tsi ge yu i
Cheyenne – Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Chinese- Gua ai Di
Cantonese – Ngo oiy ney a
Mandarin – Wo ai ni
Comanche – U kamakutu nu
(pronounced oo—-ka-ma-koo-too—–nu) — Thx Tony
Corsican – Ti tengu caru (to male)
Cree - Kisakihitin
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech – Miluji te
Danish – Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Elvish - Amin mela lle
Esperanto – Mi amas vin
Estonian – Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian – Afgreki’
Faroese – Eg elski teg
Farsi – Doset daram
Filipino – Mahal kita
Finnish – Mina rakastan sinua
French – Je t’aime, Je t’adore
Frisian – Ik hald fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German – Ich liebe dich
Greek – S’agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon – Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe
Hebrew 
To female – “ani ohev otach” (said by male) “ohevet Otach” (said by female)
To male - “ani ohev otcha” (said by male) “Ohevet ot’cha” (said by female)
Hiligaynon – Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu’ umi unangwa’ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian – Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i’ ngra leat
Italian – Ti amo
Japanese – Aishiteru or Anata ga daisuki desu
Kannada – Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan – Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo or Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Luxembourgeois – Ech hun dech gaer
Macedonian - Te Sakam
Malay – Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam – Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Maltese - Inhobbok
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh’ni
Ndebele - Niyakutanda
Bokmaal - Jeg elsker deg
Nyonrsk – Eg elskar deg
Pandacan – Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian- Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese – Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic – Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana – Ke a go rata
Sign Language – ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing ‘I Love You’)
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux – Techihhila
Slovak – Lu`bim ta
Slovenian – Ljubim te
Spanish – Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili – Ninapenda wewe
Swedish – Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German – Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil – Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai
To female – Phom rak khun
To male - Chan rak khun
Informal - Rak te
Tunisian - Ha eh bak
Turkish – Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu – mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese
To female – Anh ye^u em
To male - Em ye^u anh
Welsh – ‘Rwy’n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba – Mo ni fe
Zazi – Ezhele hezdege

book or not.. :l

ok now i'm in the middle.. thinking and thinking over about it everyday.. so it was like this..

i've received the news that the predeparture prog would be on 18 august but then the result only came on 11 august. Yes i know that the result should come first, so that only those who pass can go to the pre-departure, buttt 18 august??? it's near raya and the ticket flight must be expensive man.. huh..

if I can smile like this seeing my ticket..

so i was thinking and thinking and thinking.. should I book it now?? coz it's still not too late if i want to book now.. the cost was about RM400 so it still in my budget..but what if.. i didn't pass suddenly?? i already book but i cannot go to the pre-departure?? in other words no more czech??? what if that happens?? then how?? burned lah..!! and its even more frustrating rite..
so book after the result is it??? sure2 lah ticket on that time was sooooooo sooooooooo expensive..

Ah help me.. here is another nightmare.. the departure would be on 5th Sept?? i was like... what??? hei it's still raya and who knows maybe this is the last raya in Malaysia so of course i want to celebrate and enjoy myself fully. and the worst is, the whole family of mine are on Tawau on that time, so maybe.. no one will send me off at the airport??? hua i fell like want to cry right now.. this is not the part that i imagine before..

it gonna be the saddest raya and the saddest departure ever..hmmm

Actually i already made up my mind before that don't think about czech before result come out.. but since this shock news came, i think that i need to think again over my decision..

maybe it's the time for me to perform solat sunat isthikarah.. so that Allah will guide me.. the correct path.. aminnnnn..

pendakian pertama

KTT memang terkenal dgn suasana kedamaian.. dikelilingi hutan2, bukit2 sungguh memenangkan.. bg kami yg bermastautin selama setahun di sana, suasana sekeliling kami explore habis..

MENDAKI BUKIT
bukan student KTT namanya klu x pernah daki bukit kat situ.. itulah salah satu kemudahan yg kami gunakan utk bersenam.. haha..
pengalaman pertama mendaki bukit cukup menyeronokkan.. semua org excited n disebabkan tiada pemandu arah,(semua masih junior tym tue) kami telah memilih jalan yg cukup berliku.. ingatkan itulah jalan yg selalu diambil student lain, rupa2nya kami mungkin org pertama yg mengambil jalan tue or secara rasminya tersalah laluan.. haha

salah satu laluan yg harus didaki..

wlu berliku namun tetap mengambil kesempatan utk snap2!!

dan hasil berkat usaha, kami berjaya smpi ke puncak..!!

habuan utk kami setelah balik.. aiskrim!!!!

malam yg melucukan..

here is another moment at KTT.. Hidayah Waidi suddenly bring this up on fb reminds me about it so it's not my faults to post this..>>salahkan dayah.. HAHAHA.. so hidayah tersyg, this is for you.

Di suatu malam yg indh, ketika baru balik bercuti raya dr kampung, tinggallah kami insan2 yg terdatang awal ke KTT meluangkan masa bersama2. kami masak2, menikmati makanan dr kg masing2, borak2 n gosip2 of course.. haha.. setelah larut malam, maka mengantuklah kami semua, dan memutuskan untuk tidur bersama di 1-2-A1.

nie lah yg rumah yg selalu manjadi pusat lepaks kami.. huhu..

lampu di matikan dan semua org dah mempersiapkan diri utk tidur. masing2 ada spot sendiri n seingat aku dayah yg paling hujung sbb nak tunjuk berani.. haha.. seingat aku yg ada ketika itu adalh aku, ewa, farhana, ida, dayah, farah, n...... aku dah x ingat lah.. hehe.. sory..

maka tidak sahlah apabila sekumpulan gadis berkumpul tanpa borak2nye sebelum tidur..
dan aku pun memulakan soalan..

aku : eh korg, korg klu tidur **** ****** ka??
semua : HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA...WAHAHAHAHAHAHA(kuat gile tanpa henti)
aku : kenape????
random person : ha'ah sue.. kiteorg 'cabut' pak mcm tue je.. HAHAHAHA..

n barulah aku perasan aku tersalah sebut.. aduhai malu n berharap dorg cpat lupakan.
selepas itu keluar plak ewa dr toilet menghuru-harakan suasana.

random person : ewa2, ko klu tidur **** ****** tak??
ewa : ha'ah lah.. kadang2..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA... Maka bertambahlah gelak2 ketawa kawanku termasuk aku sendiri..kadang2 tue doe.. hahahahaha.. lawaklah sangat.. ewa sendiri pun tak perasan betul2 sebutan ayat yg ditanye..

bagi korg2 yg blur, x payahlah pening memikirkan situasi. Biarlah hanya kami yg berada di lokasi mengetahui kisah sebenar. This is one of the greatest moment, unforgettable, and the most funniest night.. haha..

dan tidur lena lah kami selepas itu..seperti ini.. lalalalalalalalalalala :)

org baek utk org baek jg..

pernah dgr tak frasa nie...

"perempuan cantik pasangannya lelaki yg x hensem manakala perempuan yg x seberapa cantik pasangannya lelaki hensem"


first time dgr frasa nie..oooooooooooooo.. mcm tu kah.. just accept without asking. but then when i watch this only i know the true meaning behind it.

Jan Di    : why me??
               I'm not pretty,,and I don't have money or status. I have nothing.
               why did you like me?

Jun Pyo : money, status, looks, because i have all that.
              I don't need that from you.
              All you have to be is Geum Jan Di

The dialogue make me realize. there are true side of that phrase. Allah menciptakan manusia berpasang-pasangan agar mereka saling melengkapi. but this is only happen in drama, in reality i haven't seen it clearly or obviously just in front of my eye.
          but you know what.. this is more true.. janji Allah yg sememangnya akan ditepatiNya.

Allah S.W.T berfirman, “Perempuan yang jahat untuk lelaki yang jahat dan lelaki yang jahat untuk perempuan yang jahat, perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki yang baik dan lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik.” (an-Nur':26)

so, klu rasa2 nak dapatkan pasangan yg baik, ubahlah diri menjadi baik terlebih dahulu.. bukannya susah.. kan Allah dah janji kat kita semua.

BTN(kursus kenegaraan)

ok sy nak tgk the best maharaja lawak pukul 10 nanti so sementra menunggu sy nak story2 ckit pasal btn ari tue..

overall btn tu sgt2lah best!!! jackpot for it.. Mmg syok gila n make me realize on something. How deep my love to country.

ok lets begin..

Truthfully, sy sgt berat hati nak pi BTN ni mula2. yalah. no handset, no laptop, no electronic devices. no handset tue boleh tahan lg tp no laptop??? korean drama aku mcm mana ha... malasnya nak pi btn nie.. mendengarkan kata2 senior lg yg menyatakan byk ceramah n sgt buzy segala.. wah.. aku dah lama x dgr2 ceramah nie, boleh tahan ka mata aku nie..

first day starts with the registration about 3 pm. kami akan mengharungi kursus kenegaraan seminggu ni bersama dgn budak intec engineering yg akan fly ke france. facilities kat kem kuarters klia nie sgtlah awesome! the only camp that provide you room like apartment. 1 for 2-3 person. mostly kem lain adalah dorm. dah lah dgn toilet dan dapur yg tersedia.. saya memang puji itu kem !

nametag yg diberi.. hehe

dan fail..

second day bermulalah ceramah2 seperti mana yg senior aku ceritakan.. x pasal2 plak aku kena jd mc yg kena jaga masa ceramah plak tue.. haha.. lawaklah..basically ttg kesetiaan kepada negara, baliklah bekerja di malaysia.. tp biasalah manusia klu diceramah x semua masuk.. hehe.. TP... aktiviti malam tue syok gila! LDK 1.. hehe.. sgt2 lah best. tiap fasi ada aktiviti sendiri n i was really enjoyed it.. sgt2 enjoy.. aktiviti abg Seman, jwb exam yg ntah papa, conduct koir, n macam2 lg.. mmg best tp dah mula rasa penat taw.

third n fourth day bersambunglah LDK2 yg lain.. i was in group 8. Inilah ahli group aku..

except yg pgg tiang tue..>>>

aktiviti2 LDK dia boleh lah tahan.. ok lah.. tak lah seteruk yg aku bayangkan.. aku dapat fasi kak bib dgn cikgu din.. diorg ok je.. first time in my life menyertai explorace yg sgt2 berilmu.. kiteorg kena pergi dr satu stesen ke stesen lain, ingatkan ada aktiviti ka, rupanya kamiorg diajar ttg perlembagaan negara. byk sgt yg kami x tahu, pasal kewarganegaraan, agama, politik, sosial.. n macam2 lagi. n u know what,, saya sgt berminat dgn buku perlembagaan tue.. nanti nak beli satu.. insyaAllah..

malam terakhir, adalah malam yg cukup dramatik, cukup menyedarkan dan cukup memberi impak kepada diri aku selepas tu. it was the night yg mana kitaorg kena sambung kain2 bendera yg telah digunting, dlm keadaan yg sgt sesak, dgn ancaman2 luar lg.. n i was quite lucky coz all the way through i was in the middle of the flag (lucky ker??? x sgt kot.only girls yg paham).aktiviti tue memberikan kesedaran kpd aku betapa butanya aku dgn negara, betapa jahilnya aku dgn negara... n from now on.. i love u malaysia.

 maka tamatlah tentatif prog nie...

  last day sit for the exam.. sedihlah nak berpisah dgn dorg.. budak intec n especially budak kolej ku.. this is the last program we've been together before the holiday.. i'm gonna miss u all..

and this is the prove aku dah ambik btn.. wink :)

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